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Whatever I do is never good…. if I stay a day at home on the laptop I’m being an internet addict, if I go out and have some fun I’m probably having sex and getting drunk.

Whatever happens is always my fault.. if the shower broke it’s my fault, if the internet connection sucks ass it’s my fault, if we’re losing money it’s my fault, if the weather is bad it’s my fault.

I never try hard enough… I never study enough, I never do anything for my family, all I do is sit on my ass all day long just being lazy, I don’t care for my family, all I think about is myself, I can do much better in everything but I’m too useless and lazy to try.

Well guess what family… I put on a fake smile every fucking second of every fucking day just to not worry you, I spend hours thinking about ways in which I can hide the fresh cuts on my arms just to not worry you, I studied my ass off all night long even though I was depressed just so that I can get good grades for you. And do you remember the time when I spent a whole hour on the mobile and you complained about all the money being wasted? I was actually talking my friend out of suicide.

You will never understand how hard being a teenager is, and you dear parents are making it a million times fucking harder.